pussayssupreme

like i told myself 47948329 times, not to get to close to people, they end up stabbing me in the back. it sucks and sad. but whatever, i’m not going to let it bring me down becos i know i’m so much better than that. but after recieving some shadyass news, it breaks my heart to end another friendship with someone who i hella thought was my friend. this is why i hate having female acquaintances. there just a bunch of shit. but whatever anyway, school was ok. i turned in my test to my econ teacher and she asked me why i failed and i told her becos i hella blanked out and whenever i take tests i get nervous .. she felt bad and lemme copy her answer key and gave me a few extra points. it bought my grade from an F to and D. its better than nothing, i’m 3 percent away from a C so this friday’s quiz should bring it up. i hope. that made my day somewhat. the rest of the day was alright. so tiring. i felt like shit and kept thinking about college. i read the news today and there’s approx 8000 people on the waiting list to attend deanza and i don’t even know if i’ll get accepted next yr due to major budget cuts. whackkk.. patrick picked me up from school today and dropped me off. i miss josh alot and i can’t wait to see him on friday.. ahh i need a break to just relax. i’ve been stressed this week, this week isn’t my week. so i txted my dad and asked him to getme jumbajuice. mmm, yeah that’ll cheer me up. okay i’m going to do hw now and watch some tv. bye!