back to blond(e).

So school was alright. Went by really slow.. I was tired like fuck. I had a fever during 2nd and lasted til 5th.. I wanted to go home so bad but I just sucked it up and went through the day feeling like shit. After school daddy dropped me home and I got ready. Babyyy picked me up and we stopped by safeway to get hair dye. Went to his house, and showed Lyka my prom dress. She’s gonna alter it for me and shaaat, thanks sweetie! After she dyed my hair. Not the whole head, but like random chunks. It came out nice, except my bangs are lightest outta the entire hair. She also did a Racoon Tail in the back but you prolly wont notice it cos the rest of the hair took forever to get lighter so we just fucked it and left it. It still looks boooOootiiiful =) Ate, then had to go home cos babe had to pick up Lola. I miss him, lots <3> PS. Reminder, to buy pearls to go with the dress and buy bootnier.

sick?!

Sick.. Fever and coughing.. Ugh, right before the week of prom. blehhh, fml.

Ps. got my bra =) now i just need to get it altered and have lyka fix the bottom of my dress.

Today was fun. Babe picked me up and then went to pick up Ben at Quicklys. After went to his house so I could shower. Got ready, but suppose to go to Agape’s but then shit came up. After went to Tuan’s house to play and chill. Hah, it was cool until I had this random “emo” mood… Idk.. Had a talk with Betty, I love you girl, thanks for understand & thanks for the stoge Tuan! I herrra needed it. Went home at 12. Imy baby. Bussy, Busssy weekend! Tomorrow is Bia’s grad party thing then Sun, get my dress altered, and buy a strapless bra at VS.

smother me.

“Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you’re mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I’m all over you
would you smother me?”

Remember when you’d always sing this to me in bed?

The fucking tattoo I want!

It all makes sense.

I was too blind to even realize it. What I’ve become, and what others didn’t want me to be.

skype

I remember we use to always skype since we couldn’t see eachother on the weekdays often.. I miss seeing your pretty face everyday.. Miss seeing you smile.. Miss your air kisses.What happened? Is it me? Or am I the only one who notices..

Schools ending in less than 3 weeks! I’m excited, yet scared I might bomb my History Finals.. Today I turned in my essays for english, thanks baby! I feel proud so that should hella raise my grade up. School went by slow, and it was hot! After school went home and showered. Babe stopped by for a bit and we just settled some things and talked. Mmm, nothing like a stoge and zee boyfriend =) Then he had to go .. =( Booo*So… babe was talking to me and about the whole moving out situation when I graduate. I need to find a job fast, esp this summer. I also need to do good in school for baby, cos he wants me too. And if I want a car by the time I graduate, I need do do EXTRA good nxt yr. Hopefully I’m able to pull off my finals and get my 5 classes.

Guys drink to forget about girls. Girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor. When girls are in love they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can’t forgive. Girls can forgive but can’t forget. Guys break up when they feel love from another girl. Girls break up when they feel the separation from their man. Guys feel curiosity towards all girls. Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in them. When guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl. When girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another guy. But finally, guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.

I found my dress, finally! a week before prom and shit. I guess you can consider it a “prom” type dress but whatever. I think its herra cute n prom material so I got it. I also got a cute headband to go with it. Now i need to figureout what to do with makeup, hair? Rachel said she’d do my hair but idk if she still is.. but hopefully. =) i’m also planning to dye my hair blonde like i had it before, so prolly this weekend, i’ll ask lyka to dye it for me. i still need to shop for shoes n a strapless bra. prom is approx 10 days! so i’m herrra excited! =) watch out bitches! i’ma roll up to prom in all black =)

P.S Rachel baby lemme know if u can still do my hurrr n shit. lemme know like a day before prom. kk ilove u babes.