so i was informed today that i needed a seperate binder for speech and eng4. another notebook, and another workbook. so thats 3 binders, 3 notebooks, 2 workbooks, and a portfolio. school’s pissing me off now. i def. need a backpack, not a bag. ugh, so much shit to do. today was funn. bette picked me up after school. picked up her little sister, kelly. dropped her off and we went to the mercedez dealer ship to wash her car. but the guy told us it would be a 2 hr wait, so we left and went to some retirement home and got applications. after went to pasta pomodora. it was the nastiest shit ever, bleh waste of 22 dorrrra. after went to an animal shelter on monterey cos we were bored. saw hella cuteass dogs, cats and rabbits! aha, after went back to my house. chilled then went to office max, target, luckys, then coldstones. busy,busy,busy day! tomorrow i getta see my baby! =)

school

was cooo. coo ass classes. coo ass teachers. coo ass day. =)

.. well so far.

i’m very sad and dissappointed that tonight has to end so shitty. today was my day of seeing you til next week and the way things ended today was not how i expected it to be. i would of at least expected something cute, and special but no. also, the fact that we barely had our time together, i was expecting you’d make it happen but i guesss not. *sigh, i guess w/e.

went to sf, the urban outfitters was dissappointing. went to blondies, then pumas. thankyou, thankyou, thankyou soo much for the jeans babe! =) we finally have matching evisus haha. but cheaa, went to ihop, but the lwait was too long, so drove to lee’s noodle house on king, ate. then got dropped off. today was good. i loved it. so sad, it’ll be my last saturday of the summer. .. *sigh, one more day of fun. then monday i have to prepare for school. then tues, it’s helloo sr yr, goodbye summer.

so like, babe and i were playing against terrence and john in bp. and like we were so close to winning but then ended up losing by 1. =( so saddd. drank so much beer last night ugh. haha finally gulped down an entire cup =)! yay me, lols. but yeahh, last night was beer beer beer. i wanted some mind racers, but i guess everyone was still hungover from the previous night -_-, which i missed.. haha but yeah. today babe and i are planning on going to SF? not so sure prolly tomorrow tho. ugh last friday of the summer was yesterday, today is my last saturday. gotta make the best outta it! becos sunday will be my last day of fun! technically monday, but then my mom said i have to be home monday. =(

so yesterday bubs and i had an ugly start of the day .. i’m sorry. but around 3, he swooped me, and we went to drop off ben. then went to babe’s house. chilled for awhile. watched edward’s scissorhands. it was a good movie. then babe said, he wanted to go valleyfair and look around and maybe buy something. we got there and went straight to northface. he got me my backpack! =) and this sickass stainless steal water bottle. yayayay! i laaabsuu bb. after we went to go eat at the foodcourt. i had clam chowder, and babe had panda express. after went to pick up ben. then headed to cox’s. didn’t drink cos of last night ; got hella fucked up. enid asked me to be his partner in bp, and he offered to drink all the beers cos he wanted to get fucked up cos he said he’s better drunk. we played and both made hella impossible shots! haha good one. won the first game, but second lost by 1. =( booo. after went home. kisssed myy babyy goodnight and went off to bed. today babe’s taking me and ben job hunting. i’m going to apply at aldo’s shoes, cos abbey said they were hiring. ahhh today was hot. woke up at 11 cos my whole room was burning.

went to santana row, was gonna buy myself this bag i wanted, but then i ended up walking outta urban with nothing. went to woo-hoos, ate some fish tacos, it was alright.. not my type of food. after went to amc to buy tickets for 12:01 showing, for inglorious basterds. went to tuans, chilled, then played beerpong. not my night! hella sucked ass. left to go watch the movie, hella boring. the ending was good, but overall that was not worth it.

i want my dog

09-10

american gov. / bernadini

marine bio. / avila

french 02 / simons

avid 04 / sandate

eng. 04 / dirck

speech / dirck

i’m pissed about my classes, due to my extra class ‘speech’. wtf is it and why do i need it? oh wells .. 6 classes aint that bad. AND i have 5th n 6th with the same teacher. this teacher better not be an asshole otherwise, i’ma just die. also what sucks is that babe can’t pick me up anymore cos i get out at 1. so, i have to walk to bette’s and wait til 3 for him to get me. schools in a couple days. fuck, need to do all the things i wanted to do by this week!

so far...

’m still getting use to my new hair. my hair feels nice and soft, which is good. it’s not damaged, but my ends are. SO, today i’m going to buy the organic coconut spilt ends mender, which lyka recommended me, cos i tried her’s yesterday after she dyed my hair and it works really well. makes me split ends soft and helps mend it. can’t wait. babe’s running late today so won’t be able to go out til 6ish? =( boooo.

just finished re-organizing, cleaning, moving my room. it looks for cleaner for once, yet still plain .. ugh i need to go ikea and buy some drawers n shelves. maybe if my room was more entertaining, i’d stay home more often .. MAYBE. ahah, well tomorrow we’re all watching midnight premiere of district9. yay, can’t wait! this will also be the second time i’ve been too a midnight premiere :) hehehe. also tomorrow me and lyka will be baking, or hopefully. unless we get lazy or something, lols. i’m still deciding if i wanna dye my hair .. =/ i do but then i don’t cos the damage it’ll cause. but i hate my blonde parts now! ahhhh. for some reason, i’m excited about school. idk, i feel like i need to keep myself occupied and away from “trouble”. 2 more weeks, oh and i found out i start school on the 25th. k, i’m gonnna try sleeping now. all the moving, cleaning n organizing kept me up. haha. night!

bye bye blond(e). hello midnight (;

HBIC

“I like pissing guys off on purpose. You know, jus so I remember that he really cares. When I get him jealous just so I can see how much he wants me to himself. To take hella long to reply just to make him wonder.. To give him those bullshit answers like “Mhm, I guess, Sure, Idc” just to get him mad & think of whats wrong then have him try explaining how much he only wants ME. When I play around acting like Im serious to make him think like Im doubting him. But I hate when tables turn and he starts acting like that. You ask why? Cause bitch only I can. You know, dominant. Hahahah”

tomatina

in abit with bubs =) i can’t wait, i’m starving. i feel that tonights gonna be a good night. + the gift i got him. it may not be much but he wanted it. heehe, hope he likes loves it. i love you baby, happy 15 months!

i miss the good old days ..

i was looking through babe’s old posts from awhile back and it made me realize how much we’ve changed and grown apart .. i also realized how much fun we use to have and how much i miss the old us.. =/ brings back so much memories just reading em again .. oh how much i miss everything.

August 18, 2008

My Baby
If you can be in my shoes for just a moment you can see all the things you couldn’t see outside. You can see the my fears, my hopes, my dreams, my past, my present, my problems, my regrets, and my mistakes. But the thing that will stand out and surprise you the most is how much I’m in love with her. She knows me like I’m here favorite song and the way she shows me how much she cares makes my heart skip a beat. I dont know if she knows this but shes got me by the heart and I hope she never lets go. Who knew I would find the one for me by accident when I was looking for a party, instead I found love. The things she does and stuff she says. I love everything about her. I may not show it and she may not see it all the time but, “Once you step into my shoes , you will see, my love, my life, my future, is she.”

August 26, 2008

SO LONG SWEET SUMMER
Paul and Ben told me that this was the best summer they had and i totally agree Paul loved everything Ben loved being on his own and living with Paul. As for me, the person who made this summer the best was my girlfriend. She was there from begging till the end we went through so much shit together. She was there wen i got my car, when i crashed my car… and how we would go out everyday and even when there was nothing to do having a lazy day on the bed just sleeping our asses off i would enjoy every minute of it because it was with her. We would sneak out in the middle of the night just to be with each other, got caught twice but shit that didn’t stop us. Nothing can Not a car crash not our parents not back stabbers, not even the distance. There not a day when i dont think about her. She means the world to me. I love u baby.

May 10, 2009

Happy Anniversary!
I never thought i would fall for someone is hard before, i seriously thought that i would just be cupcakin with girls just for fun and never even think of committing to a girl. Until I met you, my life completely change. I never experienced anything like this before. I thought i would never know what love feels like but i guess you proved me wrong. You gave me butterflies in my tummy and had me thinking about about 24/7. To me it doesn’t feel like a year but i guess time flies by when your in love. We would chill from morning to late at night and still i feel like it wasn’t enough time and i just wanted to be with you longer. Just being with you has been an adventure there was so much we have been through and so many hardships that we overcome. Every moment with you i cherish with all my heart. I love you so much! I know that i have no car, no job, and no money but I’m going to get my priorities. I know that you get mad at me a lot and i know there are times where you get sick of me but i love you no matter what. I wanna give you everything and i know that sounds crazy but trust me when i say this “i will take care of you”. I really don’t know what i would do or where i would be if i didn’t have you. Before, my life was all about having fun, going to parties, flirting with girls, and doing what ever i want. Now the only thing that matters to me is you. You are my life right. We have change so much in the past year that we have been together and i know that this is only the begin for us and there is still so much we have to learn and so much more experiences we are going to be going through. I love you baby. Thank you for staying with me this entire time and bearing with all the stupid things i do. Happy One year baby. One Year done, and Forever to go.

happy 15 months bb

i laaaah you no matter waht.

LA TRIP CONT.

the worse trip ever. fucking regret ever going, and so much tears were shedded, i didn’t even eat roscoes because my mood was so fucking killed! i’m so pissed. ugh, my eyes are swollen, my head hurts, i didn’t at all yesterday. me and you had one of the biggest arguements in history. all though you make so mad, sad, and i hate you so much, past all that, i still love you, and i always will. you make me happy deep inside, but outside is a mess. i just want you to realize something for me. it might take you some time, but that’s fine. when you do realize it, lemme know. btw, thanks for jack in the box last night. i love you.

PS. you made me cry one hell of a lot, but you should be happy you’re still alive.

almost time to go. ugh, i knew that i wasn’t gonna be able to sleep so i just decided to pull an allnighter. i have everything packed; blanket, pillows cos i know thats gonna be a long ass ride. bought extra clothes incase the weather down there was going to be hot, or nice. my mom gave my 20 bucks for the trip .. i’m gonna go straighten my hair. just showered so yeah. kk tooodles!

ikea/sf

LA TRIP

i’m excited! it’s been awhile since i’ve been down there. pulling up an all nighter, and leaving at 5am in the morning. i’ll be k.oed during the car ride. need to pack for tonight. also gonna shower so i don’t feel dirty tomorrow during the day. also gonna hit up roscoe’s before we leave back home. mmm, can’t wait.

ohh thanks for the mug baby! =) i love it. but this still doesn’t make up for upcoming monday -_- .. <33

i just realized i am not a sr. which means i can’t afford to fail any of my classes, cos i’m exact on credit boooo. i also need to straighten myself up and start focussing on school work. i can’t slack off again. i also need to find a job fastt. need to start saving up for college and moving out. i got 1 yr left and it’s gonna be the worst yet best yr of my life. knowing that i’m all grown up with so much ahead of me. i finally made it. it’ll all be worth it in the end. i’m going to make my parents, friends, and my boyfriend proud. and show em that i’m not a fuck up or a lazy ass. i know i can do better, yet the littlest things distracts me. it’s time for a change. BIG change.

AMEN

Guys are assholes. If you argue with him, you’re hard-headed. If you’re quiet, you don’t care. If you call him, you’re too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy.

If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves. If you don’t fuck him, you’re a tease. If you do, you’re easy. You tell him your problems, he says you’re irritating. If you don’t, he says you don’t trust him. If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it’s because he ‘cares.’ If you break a promise, he doesn’t trust you anymore.

If he breaks it, it’s because he had to. If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance. THEY’RE ALL BASICALLY THE SAME. Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor; when girls are in love, they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can’t forgive; girls can forgive, but can’t forget.

When guys are heart-broken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl; when girls are heart-broken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy. Guys wish to be her first love; girls wish to be his last.”

Went to Michaels birthday party/kickback. it was funn. sorry i had to leave unexpectedly for a bit. came back around 10 and drankkk. drank drank drank some more cos michael said i owe him. drank drank blah blah. k.oed.

have fun in NY !

today was coo. babe picked me up around 5. went to panda express. met up with bette& tuan. went to cox’s for a little kick back. beerpong, and such. me& bette drove back to her house to pick up vodka. came back took shots with karla. later on everyone called “bufflao” on me -_-… killed the vodka. but thank goodness they called “bufflao” on bryan too cos i would died if i had to kill it all to myself. after went to babe’s, showered, then tuans. played kings cup. it was a funny ass game; “daddy after sentence.” haha. left at 130ish, just got home. tomorrow, babe& i are suppose to stop by ikea, to start planning and having idea’s on the house. then maybe watch “the collector” later on tomorrow night? maybe .. okayy, i’m tired i’m going to sleep now. gnite.

xoxo, tina